Archive for August, 2008

So Can’t Wait…

August 19, 2008

No seriously, I’m already counting down the days until next summer.  Sad right?  But I swear, quote me now, mark your calendar, remind me, PLEASE GOD REMIND ME of this day…I REFUSE to work next summer.  Absolutely REFUSE.  Last week on my vacation, I was extremely busy, but you know what?? I enjoyed every single day.  I didn’t have to rush around in the mornings.  Didn’t have to fight off the morning fatigue, didn’t have to dread going to work every single day!!  It was great!  I didn’t go anywhere, no traveling, which is very odd, but with the airline tickets, I couldn’t afford to go anywhere, but it was still nice and relaxing.  I’ve always thought if I had the entire summer off, I would be bored to death, but really? I don’t think I would be.  This past weekend, I went up to my friends camp with her and her baby…my god it was so relaxing.  Although, I’m still experiencing insomnia, I kept her and her baby up almost all night from my tossing and turning.  It totally sucked.  But besides that it was great, Saturday night, I took my sleeping pill and slept like a baby..love those things. 

My car is FINALLY getting fixed.  I brought it in yesterday morning…said goodbye to my baby and then got picked up in a smelly rental car.  I’m now driving a mitsubishi galant.  That car has some serious power…I like that aspect of it, but really? I feeling like I’m riding in a matchbox, I just want my car back..ASAP!

When I got to work, I found out I’m losing yet ANOTHER teacher.  But the kicker is?? This person has yet to tell me.  Can you believe that??  Not even 2 weeks left until school starts and this person is stiffing me and hasn’t even told me yet.  MORON.  As far as say..GOOD RIDDENS.  Yes it will be once again stressful, being down a teacher, but we are better off without this person.  This said person, seems to be causing way more issues than they are worth.

I Shouldn’t have..but I did

August 11, 2008

Ok so I was leaving walmart…fun fun! Guess who drives by me?? Hmm any takers?? No?? Fine…my ex.  My heart jumped then I turned the car around and went back into WALMART.  Yes I’m a freak, yes I guess you could say I’m a stalker..But I just wanted to see his reaction when he saw me.  I don’t know why…I wanted to tell him off in the worst way.  I just wanted to do something.  In the end..I just played it cool, talked to him for like .2 seconds, and then left.  Now? I wish I never did that.  Because really, now I am still left with everything I WISH I had the GUTS to say.  Now I WISH I had BALLS enough to truly tell him off and let him know what a complete piece of shit he really is…but in the end..I guess I know I’m better than that, in fact better than him.  If I hadn’t said it before, I will say it now…He’s a LOSER!  But really, even knowing that..doesn’t make it much easier!

Gotta Love Vacations…

August 11, 2008

This morning…10am..yup thats when I woke up!! Love it.  I actually had a little help..thanks to Tylenol PM…I woke up several times during the night thanks to a very scarey thunder and lightning storm.  Seriously, it was so bad, I thought at one point my house was struck.  Thankfully it wasn’t. 

I finally got my bridesmaids dress for the wedding I’m in in Sept.  Thank you Angie and Kellie.  You see the wedding is taking place at my hometown.  And the dresses were ordered about 45 min. away from the hometown.  It would take me 4 hours to drive up and pick up my dress.  With some teamwork from Angie and Kellie, Kellie delivered the dress to me on Saturday.  Now, here’s the problem?  The dress is almost 6 sizes TOO BIG!! Yes I said 6!  Now we ordered them back in March, and since then I’ve lost some weight and several inches but DEAR GOD, I never thought it would be THAT BIG.  I put the dress on (this is the first time i’ve seen it) and I don’t even need to unzip it to get it on or off.  In fact when it is on and I let go…it falls directly to the floor…yup, thats how big it is.  Now lets hope it can be altered without major changes to the dress being done!

I think I’m going to be getting my car fixed this week.  The biatch from the opposing insurance company called me this morning and is faxing the estimate to my car place where I’m getting it fixed.  She was a complete biatch on the phone.  I said to her, now is it ok if I proceed to get it fixed?  She was like well  Ican’t tell you what to do but use your common sense?  What SERIOUSLY??  If I used my common sense I would be suing the hell out of you!  Ok all along I’ve been told don’t do anything until you have the approval of the insurance company…so now what I ask if I have their approval, I’m told to use my common sense..BITCH!  Plus I need to call her back anyone because I don’t think she realizes I need a rental..oh this should be fun!!

Anyway, thats all for me….Happy Monday!

A Montage of things..

August 8, 2008

Nope my car is still not fixed!  Can you believe that.  It will be 2 weeks tomorrow and I’m still driving around with a friggin garbage bag on my car. Since I’ve last written, I’ve called the guy and threatened to sue him if he didn’t take responsibility and report it to his insurance or fork over the cash to get my car fixed.  I think it worked somewhat..although he’s moving at a snails pace.  I’ve been calling him every.single.night just to drive him NUTS and give him a KICK in the ARSE! 

His insurance company FINALLY contacted me yesterday! Thats right..JUST YESTERDAY!  The guy still had yet to give them a copy of the police report or any other information. So I faxed everything she needed to her.  I just want my damn car fixed!! I don’t think that is so much to ask!  I’ve had 3 appraisals done on my car, the first one I was taken at my dealership, the second was my insurance company and the third was yesterday by their insurance company.  Each time I got the appraisal done more damange was found.  Now, I need almost my entire left side of the car replaced.  I need all the windows (3 to be exact) replaced as I have chips out of each one.  I need my hub caps replaced as they are completely scratched up and grooved.  I need the entire side…buffed and totally redone.  It’s crazy! That is more than $3,000 worth of damage!

Plus to top off all this crap, I had my car dealership install my car started two weeks ago…well since then I have had this ANNOYING rattling noise coming from my dashboard. UGH! CAn anything (ANYTHING!) go my way for once? (not too much to ask for is it??) So today I have to bring my car back in to have them fix it.  It better not take them all damn day!

Work has been annoying and back to being completely stressful.  The kids are going nuts, and I have 1 employee who refuses to change and refuses to even try! I don’t know but in my mind, if you see something isn’t working..wouldn’t you try to fix it to make YOUR day go better and less stressful?  This guy doesn’t see it.  He doesn’t see that how he talks to the kids is extremely demeaning and totally disrespectful.  He doesn’t see that that is why the kids hate him and give him a difficult time during all his classes.  He doesn’t get it and really? I don’t know how to make him get it!  I have talked to him until I’m blue in the face, he just smiles at me as says I’ll try.  Next thing I know, a kid is getting removed from his classroom.  Seriously, dude, WTF?  GET A DAMN CLUE!  Yes the kids know the rules, yes the kids know that behavior isn’t tolerable..but really? I don’t blame them for acting that way..they are kids and if they see your weak they will play you until you go insane and that is exactly what is happening! 

But, I’m on vacation again! So that makes me happy.  I have a week off, then go back to work for 4 days and have another week off.  THANK GOD! I so need the break!  I’m trying to get my nieces for the night next week..but I doubt that will happen.  I know they would have SO MUCH FUN! But for some reason, I know it won’t happen.  For some reason, I’m still not trusted or whatever by my brother and sister-in-law.  My brother was supposed to call me 3 damn nights ago..and have I heard anything from him? NOT A FRIGGIN WORD!!  It’s sad to say that I spend more time with my friends kids than I do my own nieces.  This breaks my heart.  Breaks my heart to know, they don’t want to spend time with them…I don’t know if it is a matter or trust or truly what it is…but all I know…is it TRULY BREAKS MY HEART!! I would give my life to those girls in a heartbeat!  I love them more than words can say and I would NEVER EVER do anything to put them in harms way!  All I want is to spend some quality time with them…some one-on-one time with them to spoil them, take them places and just love them and I’m not allowed.  And that my friends..KILLS ME it is EATING ME UP INSIDE! And I HATE EVERY MINUTE OF IT!